I’m your secret admirer…

Do you believe in love at first sight? Well I do. I met this girl a while back and I swear I was in love, it was everything about her, from the way she walked, talked, and even the way she said my name. Weird right? But check this, I was even infatuated by the way she drove my car! (Yea… I threw her the keys to my car). I thought it was the sexiest way to ever drive a car. It was just something about her, I hung out with her a couple of times and every time I would go home, I always had those funny feelings. I mean I would go into my room and just lie back on my bed and think wow what a girl…I think I’m in love. I mean I know I felt this before, wait, pause… SHOUT OUT TO ALL THE LADIES I HAD CRUSHES ON IN THE PAST, I still love you girls. But back to this one, it’s a totally different crush, matter of fact it’s not even a crush.

This is one of those new feelings, it’s like a whole new way of feeling, does that make sense? Do u guys feel me, Do you think it’s lust? One problem, she doesn’t even know I’m in love with her, as funny as it sound, but I love this girl. I wonder how should I tell her that.
Any suggestions? And trust me, I have all the confidence in the world to just approach her and say “hey, I think I’m in love with you”! But in this situation it’s a lot easier than it sounds. I have to be prepared and nifty. I can’t screw this up, this is going to be my biggest chance to get the girl of my dreams.

But wait, what am I thinking, this is the perfect girl I referred too in my other article titled 9 Types of Women, Which One Are You?. So yes, damn, i guess she only lives in my dreams. This is too much for one to endure, I feel like I’m being teased. Oh well, hopefully one day my dream becomes a reality and until then I will always be her secret admirer.

Marckens P.

5 Responses to I’m your secret admirer…

  1. If you have feeling for someone, dont be shy. Let that person know how you feel.You never know they may be feeling the same way just as nervous as you are and cant let you know.

  2. Athough the picture is a little freaky, I think that this is really sweet! Good luck with your love Marckens!!

    • @jessie, thanks. One day she will be a reality….

  3. this is a very sweet article. i am sure we have all felt this way at least once before. the fever, the butterflies, stomach in a knot, heart beats alittle faster, increased day dreams…symptoms of a crush. The hardest part is knowing what to do about it. Keeping the crush a secret can be good or bad. If you keep it a secret, you keep the crush alive! You speculate, you wonder, you dream…but you will also remain in the forever “what if….” If you confront your crush, then you run the risk of being rejected and feeling completely CRUSHED! so if you keep it a secret, it is a way of protecting your ego (in a cowardly way lol). But i respect whatever decision you chose: to tell or not to tell…
    the feelings of a crush are so intense, makes you feel alive! personally, i would keep it a secret unless the crush confronts me…
    Good luck with your crush.